Of That Day and Hour: A psychological thriller
Of That Day and Hour
A.J. O’Brien
Copyright © 2016 A.J. O’Brien
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be transmitted or reproduced, in any form without written permission from the owner.
Edited by Marian Thorpe.
CONTENTS
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
“But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of Heaven...” Matthew 24:36
CHAPTER ONE
The scorpion scuttles from the Colorado desert onto Highway Sixty Seven. The warm breeze offers little comfort from the searing heat; the horizon ripples like the ocean sea, surrounded only by wasteland, shrub, distant mountains and rock. The howling of an engine cuts through the silence. A fast approaching cloud of dust threatens to engulf all in its path; tires, stained red by soil, rolling, not hearing the crack of shell, the scorpion's rush of blood.
Imprisoned within this vehicle, handcuffed, shackled and strapped to a steel galvanized bench, sits a dark solitary figure. A slender yet muscular man with short afro hair and a goatee beard, stylish with black-framed designer glasses. His shoulders ache from the force on his arms, leashed behind his back. Unable to wipe away the warm beads of sweat that drip down his dark ebony cheeks, they glisten in the darkness, contrasting with his all-knowing eyes. A cursory glance of hatred shoots like a bullet through the inspection window to the back of the correctional officer’s head. This ride is reserved only for those deemed the most dangerous, and in need of the tightest control. He senses the end is near; like a bear treed by hounds, he can smell the sweat, stench, deprivation and fear. They drive through the perimeter gates of the United States penitentiary, maximum security, one step closer to Hell.
The vehicle draws to a halt and the engine cuts out. Heavy reinforced doors slam shut: he can hear footsteps and muffled voices.
“Got the son of a bitch?”
“Yeah, we got him.”
“Let’s welcome him home.”
In the watchtower the marksman takes aim as the rear doors open and the truck floods with light. Dark silhouettes with heavy boots and strong arms enter: steel chains clatter around his feet. He takes his first steps out to the yard: the sunlight burns into his eyes. The cops are nothing more to him than fleeting phantoms securing him on either side, their voices only murmurs and echoes. Shadows from the electrified fence pattern the concrete floor. The security cameras watch as he’s escorted into the building, flanked either side by the officers. The steel door slams behind them. The air inside is cool, but not as cold as the icy stares he receives. Induction done, he’s stripped of his orange uniform and dignity. In the center of the room, naked, he’s forced to kneel; knees scuffed and bleeding from the hard concrete floor, cuffs cutting into his wrists. He knows what’s coming. The last words Casey hears are:
“Got ourselves a cop killer. Did you think once about the families? The children who are now without fathers?” The correctional officer receives no answer except the defiance in Casey's eyes. “I didn’t think so.”
Casey’s glasses hit the ground with the first blow to his head, shattering one of the lenses. Pain and shadow rain down upon him. Darkness steps in, offering the only pity and comfort shown to him since that night.
***
Three months later, Harvard University, Cambridge, Massachusetts. Doctor Jefferson Davies addresses his students before summer semester ends on the complexity of déjà vu:
“The term déjà vu was first used by Émile Boirac, a French philosopher and parapsychologist, in a letter to the editor of Revue philosophique in 1876, and later in his book L'Avenir des Sciences Psychiques. Déjà vu literally means already seen, and at some point in your lives most of you will experience this; a brief period of time in which it will feel like you are reliving an event that’s already happened. Hands up - how many of you believe you have experienced déjà vu?”
Jeff calculates how many students have raised their hands.
“Okay, thank you. It’s interesting to note that over fifty percent of you believe you have already experienced déjà vu. Statistics tell us this is quite normal and an accurate reflection given your age. Statistics also tell us that some seventy percent of you will at some time in your lives experience this phenomenon.
“Cathleen, you raised your hand. Would you be kind enough to share your experience with us?”
“Yes.” The brown haired student blushes at being singled out. “I was having dinner with a group of friends, there’s nothing strange about that, we often get together. However this evening was different. I already knew the structure of the conversation and what each person was going to say seconds before they did. What convinced me that I was experiencing something out of the ordinary, is that I knew, I just knew, that by the end of the evening, it would be the first time I kissed my boyfriend, and it happened exactly as I thought it would.”
“Aww.” The sound echoes throughout the theatre, followed by childish laughter courtesy of Cathleen’s fellow students.
“Silence!” Jeff waits for the room to settle before continuing.
“Thank you, Cathleen. Now, you must always take into account that conversations are not random, there’s a clear structural pattern within all groups of people and situations. Of course you may have already been eagerly anticipating your first kiss; our body language communicates far more between two people than we realize, especially when they find each other attractive. Did you want to kiss him that evening?”
“Yes.”
“Then you may have simply given him the green light.” Jeff looks around for a second student whose hand was up. “Thomas, what was your déjà vu experience?”
“I was at the shopping mall. I felt that I knew everyone there, that I was in a dream where the people in the street, who, although I didn’t know them, seemed familiar to me. I knew, not the person but the soul of the person, whose soul in return recognized me a split second before their consciousness made them look away, like we’re all one mind underneath it all. Does that make any sense?”
“That was probably the drugs, Thomas.” Laughter erupts around the theatre. “Over half of you raised your hands. Does anyone else have a good story to tell?”
“I do.”
Jeff looks towards the confident student. He’s relaxed, smiling and eager to tell his story.
“Then please share it with us, Jarone.”
“It happened when I went to view an apartment. I knew the district it was located in, although I hadn’t been to that hood before. I was going to ask for directions, but when I got close I sensed its location and turned right into the street. The apartment was awful, I couldn’t live there, but I was convinced it was the right place; the sense was overwhelming. And then before I left I had a split second recognition, something I can’t put into words, about the house across the road with a tree in front. I shrugged my shoulders, shook the feeling off and left. I contacted a different landlord and arranged to see another pla
ce, and would you believe it was the house opposite with the tree. It was like I had a memory of that street and I already knew where it was. I know it sounds crazy: I couldn’t have, could I? It’s the apartment I live in today.”
Jeff nods his head, it’s a scenario he’s heard many times in one form or another over the years.
“A classic example, thank you, Jarone. We all, at some time or another, will find ourselves with an intense feeling of familiarity with a location, or a person we have just met for the first time, yet feel we go way back with them, to a different time or place. It’s a sensation that I must admit is difficult to shake off.”
“Dr. Davies.”
Jeff looks over to the girl, with auburn hair, she possesses a mischievous glint in her eye.
“Yes, Rachel?”
“Have you experienced déjà vu?”
“I have, with a person once.” Jeff pauses. The students are quiet, waiting in anticipation. Realizing he’s been thrown by the question and is on public display, Jeff quickly reasserts himself. “Yet I was fooled as so many of us are, by the coincidence of mannerism, or the shape of an eyebrow and nothing more. I assure you there’s no malfunction in the machine.”
Stiffening his posture and resolve Jeff continues.
“Deja vu is remarkably challenging to study. Data come from individual testimonies, personal interpretations and descriptions of events. The scientific community has distanced itself for many years from the field of déjà vu, because of the stigma that’s attached to it and its associations. These include extrasensory perception, more commonly known as ESP, past life experiences, the paranormal and even alien abductions.” Chuckles ripple through the room; smiles light up faces for a moment before Jeff continues.
“However, researchers today are peeling back the layers of the mind; virtual reality models are being used to immerse subjects under laboratory conditions, and studies reveal that even the familiar layout of a room can trigger a deep déjà vu experience. One subject visited Fort Alamo in Texas using virtual reality. He couldn’t understand his familiarity with the town or the fort until later he discovered an old movie poster in a curiosity shop, which explained his déjà vu away. Years earlier he had watched a historical and epic movie which was filmed in the town.” Jeff can see the penny drop within his audience. Students nod, smile, murmur agreement. “When people fail to fully retrieve a memory, they still have some trace of that memory, and are left with feelings of familiarity. These feelings are no more than delusions some people are unable to break free of, no matter what evidence is presented before them.” Jeff pauses, seeing a hand up. “Do you have a question, James?”
“Yes, are you saying that when we watch a movie, the brain then records the movie as reality?”
“Precisely, and this as with the Alamo case can lead to a déjà vu event later on in life. Another developing and exciting field is that scientists are developing systems that can reconstruct your dreams as digital video clips. The results are promising, and may mean in the future you will be able to playback your own dreams.”
Raised eyebrows, open mouths and smiles; the students are delighted at this prospect.
“Another paper published recently states that there’s a common link between dreams and delusions, and that they are related to faulty concepts of reality. Take the person who has a headache: the thought of a brain tumor might cross their mind. This possibility is tested and rejected, however, a person with issues with concepts of reality might elaborate on this story, and the story becomes reality for them.”
Jeff’s hands are gesturing, offering up his wisdom and knowledge to his flock. He enjoys working with inquisitive minds.
“Another example is the woman who, after receiving head injuries in a car accident, returned home to find her family had been replaced in her mind with doubles. She believed they were impostors, even when the doctors pointed out to her that they were her family, the same, identical, they were still replicas to her, albeit exceptionally good ones. Schizophrenia, temporal lobe epilepsy, and other neurological conditions can all bring about believable delusions, and for sufferers it’s the world that changes and not themselves.” He pauses. “Any more questions?”
“Is it not arrogant for the blind to assert that others cannot see?”
The question comes from a mousy looking girl, with blonde straight hair, in blue jeans and a white blouse. She’s not shy in voicing her opinion, and Jeff sighs inwardly.
“Please enlighten us, Jane.”
“Hindus believe we inhabit a universe created by mind, where the soul is misled by matter, that we’re controlled and trapped in an illusion called Maya. Under Maya’s influence the soul believes that it’s not a spiritual being but is simply the body. Theoretical physicists today believe we may live in a hologram, and that idea also ties in with the Hindu’s belief in Maya. Scientific evidence also demonstrates that everything is stored in the brain for retrieval at a later date. We may even have dual personalities, as in the case for schizophrenics hearing voices, or even our own guided coincidences.”
Jane’s attack provokes Jeff into defending his own thesis.
“Yes, I’m fully aware of both esoteric traditions and unproven scientific models. I’m also aware, to paraphrase Tennessee Williams, that without my demons my angels would leave me, but we address scientific models with scientific research, not speculation.”
Jane persists. “Years ago no scientist in their right mind would have suggested that everything is a vibrating energy, which only comes into existence when it’s observed, but quantum physics tells us otherwise now. Equally I don’t think we can discredit déjà vu simply as delusions and faulty reality testing.”
“Jane, I’m not attacking your faith or your beliefs, however for our academic discussion we only deal with certified facts, and proven theories, rather than clouding the air with speculation. I think at this point we’ll break for an early lunch and convene back here this afternoon at one thirty. Remember we'll be comparing voodoo in Haiti and the US, so if you haven't done your reading, have lunch with someone who did.”
The acoustics of the room enhance the clatter and chaos resulting from this announcement. Jeff picks up and straightens his notes, tapping them gently on the lectern, then walks away with them in hand. He always makes time for his students, and as they pass, he smiles and says good morning. His office is now only a few yards down the hall, and as he reaches for the door handle he hears:
“Sir.” He stops and turns around. “I’m sorry, I hope I didn’t come across as impertinent?”
“You didn’t, Jane. Don’t worry, it’s good to have an enquiring mind. I look forward to seeing you after lunch.”
“Thanks sir.” Jane walks away. Jeff reflects that she’s going to keep him on his toes this year. He opens his office door: sanctuary at last. He closes the door behind him. The room may look tired, and in need of decoration, but it’s still his second home, filled shelves of academic books and years of offerings and gifts from past students. The space on the shelf where his family portrait once sat has since been replaced with a photograph of his two daughters, although he’s thought many times about taking it down. As much as he loves them both dearly, their presence brings forth the pain of not being a full time father anymore. He walks over to the mirror. Hung on the top right corner is a dusty braided leather bangle; a photograph is tucked into the left corner of the gilded frame. A smiling ex-student looks out to him, a memory frozen in time, collecting dust. Jeff reaches out and touches her for a moment.
“You fool,” he whispers to himself, pulling his hand away.
In the mirror, Jeff looks well for a man of his age, his dark hair and rugged looks still get admiring glances from his students. The telephone disturbs his reverie. He walks over to the desk, picks up the phone, reclining back into his well-worn leather office chair.
“Hello.”
“Hi, Jeff.” The ex-student, the face in the photograph. It's her voice.
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��Eve?”
“Yes, how are you?”
“I was just thinking about you.”
“Coincidence?”
Jeff’s flustered and confused. He sits upright in his chair and leans forward onto his desk.
“I didn’t think I would hear from you again.”
“You’re married, Jeff.” With a hint of regret she says, “I’m sorry, but for my own sanity I had no choice but to leave.”
“You could have told me you were leaving.”
“It was easier that way. I might not have gone otherwise.”
“Why phone me now?”
“I need your help.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know where to start.”
Jeff taps his right hand, fingers outstretched, on the pile of books on his desk, before relaxing back into his chair. A stray part of his mind notes the titles: Kubler Ross's On Death and Dying; Michael Shermer's The Believing Brain. Readings for his course. He focuses back on Eve.
“From the beginning.”
“Did you follow the Casey Lee Jones trial?”
“The cop killer?”
“Yes.”
“Yeah... he’s the psychopath that claimed he could see into the future. His defense was that if he hadn’t shot them, they would have killed him.”
“That’s the one.” In a more serious tone of voice Eve states. “I’m his psychiatrist.”
For a moment Jeff’s silent, then with concern he asks “Why do you need me?”
“To be honest, I’m scared. He has a future memory.”
“A future memory? Come on, Eve, you know there's no such thing. He’s a psychopath playing head games with you.”
“You have to believe me.” Jeff can hear the desperation in her voice. “I have him under clinical study. He taps into a sensory world beyond my understanding, and he’s prophesied events around us before they’ve happened. The government is interested, we have agents here; he knows this, somehow, and has shut down on me. If anyone can open him up, it’s you.”